March 28, 2005
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Well, my car is in the shop again. Nothing big, I think its time for
the rear brake pads to be changed. They say I should change them at
50,000 miles and I’m at about 49700, and I have been hearing some
squeaking………actually, it sounds kinda like a chain. Sort of a
chainy sound. Is that even a word? Anywho, I will find out tomorrow
what it is, I’m not too concerned about it, though.I was listening to the radio this morning and they were talking about
the Michael Jackson trial. They were taking calls from people and
whatnot. Nothing exposes the racial divide of this country like a trial
for a minority celeb. Most blacks believe he is innocent. It seems like
all whites think he is guilty. I’ve noticed something. Not to be
racial, but it seems like blacks never think another black is ever
guilty. The race card is always played and its never the blacks fault.
Whites on the other hand, its the exact opposite. Whites believe
everybody is guilty. Its funny. But its also true. Blacks? Guilty.
Whites? Guilty. Hispanics? Guilty. When you think about it, if it
weren’t for whites, our prisons wouldn’t be so over crowded. Its all
the fault of the whites. Somebody was charged with a crime? Put him
away, he is definitely guilty. GUILTY GUILTY GUILTY!!! When any celeb
is on trial, whites always say he/she is guilty. Maybe its because
whites are always doing things illegal, that they just assume that
everybody else is always guilty. As for blacks, all minorities are
innocent, but all whites are guilty. Maybe they always believe
minorities are innocent because they have to convince themselves that
there is nothing wrong with committing the very same crime. See, it all
makes sense now. AHHHHH, I’m such a bastard.I have been thinking a lot lately about how I want to do something
important with my life. Just being a productive member of society is
not enough. I want to make a difference and make the world a better
place somehow, but I have no idea how to do it. Sitting here and
ripping on things and making wisecracks on my blog
is…………….well, its nothing, anybody can do it. Anybody can
make their opinions know and make fun of shit, but only those who
CHOOSE to make a difference actually make a difference. My problem is
that I have no idea how to go about doing anything, and I never want to
go about these things alone. I mean, should I try to get into politics
of some kind? And how do I do that? People like myself don’t make
successful politicians. All I know, is that I should do something
meaningful with my life. Its not to say that I don’t like my life, I
do, but with so many problems in the world, how can I sit there
and………..well, just sit there. Talk about action, but not take
action. And I know this is all lip service now. I will talk all about
this, and a year from now, it will be the same old shit, me bitching
and making semi-funny jokes about this.
