Hot damn. The Cubs game tonight was soooooo nerve racking that it not
only put grey hairs on my head, but also on my chest as well. And yet,
for some reason, I like these types of games…………..at least,
when they win. The more exciting, the better. Kinda ridiculous, though.
I was this nervous and for what………..the Cubs are a damn .500
team!!

I really should stop randomly flipping people off as I drive. I’m
concerned I might hurt people’s feelings, or even worse yet, one of
them just might pop a most deserved cap in my ass.

Farewell Liam (iusedtobeneat on Xanga). He is going to Germany for a
year for the study abroad program. Good luck, man, it takes a lot of
balls to do something like that, I know you will do yourself proud.

I haven’t had a political post in quite sometime. I’m trying to think,
but I got nothing right now, so if anybody has any ideas on something
you want me to shoot off about, please let me know. I’m sure I can
offend SOMEBODY about it.

Wow. Big News. Rafael Palmiero tested positive for steriods. I wish I
could say I was suprised, but I’m not. What a disappointment, though. I
have to say, its obvious he did it, despite him saying he did not know
it was ‘roids. And, since he was caught, this means no Hall of Fame for
him. Lets take a look at it. Its safe to say, without the steroids, he
was not a hall of famer. But, with them, his numbers go through the
roof. Its not like with that prick Bonds. Bonds, was a Hall of Famer
without the steroids. Now, he is God-like. Still, no Hall of Fame for
him either, even though he never tested positive. All of this sucks. It
just flat out sucks. My game is ruined. I don’t know what else to say.

I ran into Vic today at the gas station. Its been a couple of years.
This was a guy I was good friends with in high school and a few years
after high school. Good guy. His first marriage, he married a girl I
grew up with and I was very very good friends with. Long story short,
even though I never did anything with her (she is not my type,
OBVIOUSLY) I have alwasy felt partially responsible for their marriage
ending. Anywho, I found out today that he has re-married just a couple
of weeks ago to the girl that throw up on my couch a few new year’s
eves ago. She seemed nice, even though I have only met her a couple of
times. Still, now that he has married, I feel like I can finally start
to get over the shit that happened. He doesn’t know I’m gay. Of course,
my coming out to him would have solved the whole
problem……………maybe. His ex-wife (Cara) could manipulate and
play people like a banjo. There is no telling what she could have done
if she knew I was gay.