February 17, 2010
-
Hand Block
I’m sure just about all of you can relate to this, but I’m going through a little bit of writer’s block, which certainly helps to explain why yesterday’s post totally sucked. Its not often but every now and then I will just not have anything to post about. Sometimes when I get like that I post about things that have happened to me before I was on Xanga, but I just really don’t feel like posting on stuff that happened before. Usually ideas for my posts will just pop into my head at the oddest times; while I’m at work or driving or in the shower or when I’m peeking in my neighbor’s window to try to catch a glimpse of him fucking his wife. But for some reason nothing has been popping into my head lately. Meh……………….it happens, I’m sure at some point next week all sorts of things will be flowing and going through my head. Of course, you can feel free to give me ideas if you want. Anywho, for now this is about all you are going to get.
Comments (5)
I would like to know at what age you knew you were gay? Maybe you were too young to give it that name, but when did you realize you were attracted to boys/guys? I know you probably won’t post about this because it goes back to a time when you weren’t blogging. But i was just curious
Actually, I think I have posted on that previously, but its ok, I don’t mind sharing. When I was in 5th grade, I remember going to a birthday party of the girl next door who was 2 years older then us. She had a friend who was there who I was just totally fascinated by for reasons I didn’t quite understand. Looking back on it, although I had not yet hit puberty and was not sexual in any manner, I think he was my first boy crush. In 6th grade, we were in middle school and had to take showers with the other boys in gym class. I remember squinting (I refused to wear my glasses to school……….talk about insecure, I could have been seeing all sorts of cock had I just worn my damn glasses) a good deal to try to see the other boys junk. Looking back on it, its a wonder I never got my ass kicked, but I really don’t think anybody ever noticed. So I guess the long answer to your short question is in 6th grade when I had hit puberty, I realized I was attracted to boys, however I was in denial about my homosexuality for years.
I’m in the same place.
I was kind of wondering the same thing that ShamrockLover was wondering… I’m glad you explained it. I just recently started reading your blog…so I guess I should go back and read your older posts.
I want to know 1) How you pissed off the Cancer Association! LOL and 2) How did the convorsation go with your friend when you told her you were gay.
@upandoutward - Glad to know I’m not alone
@storyofmylife87 - That’s right, Iw as supposed to tell the American Cancer Society story………….that is an idea for a post! And there, another idea for a post to is telling how it went when I told her. Ok, those are 2 posts for next week………….don’t let me forget.