February 22, 2011
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The Challenge: Failure Or Success?
As you know from my post last week, today was the day that I gave up my cell phone for a day. No phone calls, no texts, no email, no using the vibration from the phone to masterbate. Why give it up you ask? Meh…………why not. So, how did it go you ask? Or perhaps you didn’t ask that at all, honestly I really don’t know. But, I’m going to tell you anyway!
I forgot to turn the phone off at about nine in the evening last night as I planned. I remembered right around 9:15 and off it went. And off it has remained, my plan is to turn it back on in about a half hour or right around 9:30. So what has gone on inn between, well, that is another story that of course I will tell.
If there is one thing I’ve learned it is that I’m a lot more addicted to the damn thing than I ever realized. When I woke up it was a little weird not to look at the phone to check the temp outside. Normally I turn it off before I leave for work in the morning and only turn it on during my breaks and lunch because I can not trust myself to keep my damn hands off of it while I should be working. That’s right people, my cell phone is kinda like my penis, always on and I can never stop touching it.
Have to go now, something came up.
Okay, wow. This has been a totally fucked up day. Looks like I totally picked the wrong day to give up my cell phone. Just got an urgent phone call on my home phone that I can not get into. Let me just say that my friend had a bit of a crisis and was in tears when I picked up the phone. Geez, if only my cell phone was on…………..
But, I digress. Work was tough. This might sound pathetic, but everyday I look forward to my breaks and lunch because I can’t wait to see if I got an texts or emails. I did not have that to look forward to today. During my breaks and lunch I found myself antsy and fidgety; even more so than I normally am. I still got the phantom vibrations though. You know what those are, right? It is where you feel a fake vibration in your pants where your cell phone is. I have that on normal days. Today, I had it even without the phone being on. How sad is that?
When I got off work, I was tempted to reach in my pocket and turn it on but resisted. Then as soon as I got home, I was hit with some bad news. And of course, a short while ago while writing this post, I get the phone call from my friend. It all adds up to a fucked up day.
Let’s do it again! Seriously, I want to do it again but for a longer period of time. Maybe I will do it again in a year for two days. All I know is that I’m way more addicted to this thing than I ever thought I would become.
Comments (5)
I had to laugh when you said you wouldn’t do it again for a year…LOL. That’s a long time! I think we’re all addicted to a certain extent…just another form of entertainment. What kind of phone do you have anyway?
My husband has a serious addiction to his phone. He will look at his phone every 10 seconds, even when someone hasn’t texted him. It’s really annoying. I would love to go all day without my cell phone, but we don’t have a home phone. My phone usually just sits on the book shelf all day long. I don’t think it’s the texting anymore though. It’s being able to get into your FB, Xanga on it now. I do catch myself going through my status updates a lot.
well, I don’t want to make myself suffer so soon again! Actually I was thinking on making it a yearly thing. I do think everybody is addicted to something. I’m also addicted to the internet. To be more specific the internet and porn. Lots of porn. Cock porn. Mmmmmmm the cock………….ohhhhh the yummy cock………..now if you’ll excuse me………
yeah, I’m pretty much the same way, the only time I don’t look at it constantly is when I’m here on the computer so I can actually see it and can hear emails come in on the computer. I don’t ever facebook from my phone. Than again, I’ve never actually facebooked ever.
wow……….that was quick! and good!! mmmmm cock.
I forgot to tell you, it is a Samsung Exclaim. At least I think that is what it is.